I made a decision to quit my job and start earning money by my own. Maybe for some people, it just an idiot way to live but for me, it just a new day, a new life everyday. Maybe i will meet the same person, maybe not. Thanks to everyone that always support me. Actually, all this decision start with a small vacation. It was a random day, random decision I made. I went to Koh Lipe, Thailand with two of my friends.

The irony, I am the only one that works at the office, sometime works more than eight hours, complaining about my job life, my boss and anything between it. While my friends, already talk about their life and next big step in their life. Me? I’m just sit and listening to them. Honestly, it makes me want to cry. Yeah, their conversation really made me think that I on the wrong path. Not enjoying life as it should be and still working for the thing that I dont really love.

That vacation really hurts me actually on the other side. The pain that come from that feeling, burst into a decision that will change my life. Starting from that day, I’m working with no soul but I always smile. The smile for my future, and even though I can’t see it right now, I will not stop. Yes, I already my own plan, my own goal. You know what, quitting your job are not easy as you think. But life must go on.

Fot those who with me, let be positive. We already there. Already.

What else do you want if you can go to concerts for free? What else do you want when you can meet all your favourite international celebrities face to face? But in the end, you don’t really enjoying that moment and the memories just faded away. I wrote review for their concerts, tell the other people the good and the bad things about their beloved celebrities. Yes, I am working for the entertainment desk for the half dead newspaper publication.

How does it feels? Well, from other people eyes, we always get the chance to meet the most famous singer in our country, gossiping about their marriage life and get the chances to socialize with them. Honestly, nothing is special. Why?

1. Because I already waste half of my life waiting for them to come, in any press conference or whatever they call their functions are.

2. Live in small country means you will always meet the same faces and you will always doing the same things. All over again. How long you want your life wasted like this?

3. Another half of my time wasted on road. Stuck in traffic jam is just a pain in the ass. Wasting your money to buy gas and continue damaging the environment.

4. Do you think that I have a life? No, that’s the answer. Works till late and need to wake up early just to face all that damn same thing, everyday. Gosh, I really wasting my time, oh wait, and this year, I officially 25 years. Another 5 years to do all the things that I can’t do before this.

So, I take all the risk and put aside my fears. 5 years from now, I imagine myself travelling all around the world.  Working from one country to another countries and yes, I will remember this. For sure.

How about you? Share with me.

It is hard to believe that I will leave my job less than 90 days. Yeah, I’m pretty sure this is a very dangerous actions I ever made. But this is my decision. From last year, I’ve been thinking to quit my job. For better future even though I still cannot see anything right now.

What convince me to take this decision? I think I had enough of many people attitudes, because in the end, I’m suffer the most. Inspired by my close friends, I don’t want to look back. For those who read this, I’m so sorry if my English are not good enough. Trying my best to cope with this thing from my high school. Surrounded by friends that don’t really speaks in English, does not help much in my communication skills. But, that my past time.

I put all my best to change and turn all the ‘comfortable’ lifestyle I live before. Crazy or not, I will go through whatever shit that will come after this. So guys, I really need all of your supports, to get through the future. I believe, with helping hands and efforts, anything can happen.

Another story about my life in the next post. Share your story, maybe?